Friday, July 26, 2013
I'm so lost
I knew this day would come and I tried to prepare for it. Preparations didn't work. The Bodyguard has moved on. My heart hurts, it hurts badly. It's so hard to breathe. I don't want to breathe. How could I have ever believed he would love me forever???? 3 months later he is with another. I wish I could hate him but I can't. I love him. He doesn't love me. I will say it over and over till I believe it. He doesn't love me.